the holidays and New Year’s Eve passed without a single real moment of pause... unfortunately. everything happened in motion, slightly too fast, slightly too absent.
I woke up to a messy room, so I cleaned. Ola was cooking holiday dishes, so I picked them up. damn, woke up too late again, of course. dad was visiting home so I had a witness for my effed up sleep schedule. tasks, tasks and more tasks instead of reflection and morning pages.

my messy room
no photo documentary from Christmas cos I didn't even have time and the need to take pics. afterwards, the New Year started to creep in slowly. at home, the atmosphere was shaped by our small crew: Maja the rabbit (even though he’s a boy), Dorotka the cat, and Dzióbek the dog. the trio that makes me truly happy.

Dzióbek tired after all his begging for food
Janek arrived. my cousin Oli and Anka came too. It was warm, familiar, and genuinely nice. The kind of nice that doesn’t need documentation, but here I was taking more pics.

I hung the poster of Mlody Leszcz which we shot in 2025
I didn’t manage to write a summary of 2025 in time — so there won’t be one. maybe that says enough on its own, every damn year! how do people find the focus to summarise the WHOLE year?

Mycha needed to see a doctor cos she's sneezing like crazy
we were cooking cheesecakes, smoking joints, taking walks out in the snow. as I moved to my grandpa's house, my other house was serving as the guest house – so my head was somewhere between the two.

Dorotka loved sitting on the wardrobe, her best observation spot.

I finally hung the poster I painted a year ago... Dzióbki approves.
honestly nothing makes me more happy than cleaning, decorating and rearranging things around the house. it feels like meditation and the ACT of gratefulness – I discovered some of my old treasures, and put them on display.

my alarm clock from Abu Dhabi.
the photo below was taken in the last hour of 2025. a minute before that I ruined the cheesecake Anka & Ola made for the dessert. I hope this careless energy won't be carried on to 2026.

Dorotka loved sitting on the wardrobe
now the best part – we were playing Broforce, our fave game of 2025. if you don't know it don't worry, at some point I'll make a whole post about it cause it's the best multiplayer game EVER.

we were playing Broforce!
ok, this post is very uninspired. but excuse me, I have to go back to cleaning and cooking... maybe I'll gather my thoughts next time!
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